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( state your case ) :ppppp [19 Jan 2006|05:18pm] [ mood | cold ] [ music | David ] well..first time in along time huh? alot has went on..i mean AAAAAALOTTTTT! ne way, kim and i aren't friends ne more, i dont guess i dont kno...kinda fell out because of some extremely stupid i dont even know what. a big mess really! ne way i miss her, of course i do...i worry about her alot to, not coming to school and stuff..i mean i know how hard it is...and im thinking she may have quit or something, i dont know. :( Brandon and i broke up during the summer! THANK GOOOOOODDDDD! That was a train wreck if i ever seen one! lmao..the whole relationship! Things are so much better now.i mean im so much happier, and i smile all the time *cept for pms* EWWWWWWWW met dave and have been going out ever sense, and got engaged in Nov.. He's amazing. Moving in finally in 9 months! god that sounds so long away but i guess not..marriage.um not for awhile. long while! i think i kno what i got so mad at kim.. -She wasn't my Samantha! (only die-hard Sex and the City fans will know what im talking about). no blame though, i love her and always will, and like i said earlier i miss her, and i wish we wouldn't have fell out but it happened, and i cant take it back! but we are kinda chatting so...thats not a bad thing. got a razr fone the day before yesterday, its awesome....silver, ah <3 it..!!! haha o..sad news my papaw died not to long ago..still depressing to think about so im not going to go there. i did get really depressed though, and really lost. lost the only father figure i had in my life. :/. sad sad stuff. got in a wreck and totalled moms car. :/. yeah that sucked old hairy wrinkly balls it did. lmao. dont want to talk about it either, buTTTTT good news? im gettin my own new car, a celica, (hopefully) Hanson's gettin me one for graduation. so AWESOME! I SOOOOOOO HAVE TO FIND ME A JOB! i need mu-la! ne way not much else has happened..just a few things.. few BIG things..not alot just majorly impacting things. and on that note...imma run...going to go play some splinter cell (lmao) maybe more in another year? haha love always, me

( state your case ) LOVE LESSONS...(cosmo) [25 Aug 2005|07:16pm] [ mood | annoyed ] [ music | alksdjf;kaj ] Passion doesn't have to involve lots of drama, declarations of undying devotion, and a vague feeling of nausea whenever you're apart. And feeling happy, secure and stable with the guy your seeing doesn't mean he's boring--it means he's someone you should hold on to. Save the little things when you first start dating a new guy, like ticket stubs and cards. WHen you realize he's a keeper, you'll be glad you have them-- you can enjoy the bonfire if he turns out to be a total dud. Bitch your guy out when he pisses you off. Showing him you have enough self-respect to stand up to him is a turn on. You should never be w/ someone because they make you happy. He should make you happier but not be your only source of contentment. Dont get hung up on a jerk because you feel guilty that you went too far w/ him too fast. trying to force a relationship out of nothing just to legitimize a poor decision is stupid.... If he tells you he can't remember the last time he fooled around with his ex-girlfriend, it probably means that he cheated on you w/ her. Of course, there are a millions other fish in the sea. However, that doesn't mean the guy you're w/ isn't a total catch. The saying 'Fool me once shame on you, Fool me twice shame on me' should be my bumper sticker. Don't bother holding on to "maybes" because most of the time, they turn out to be "nots" When something minor about a guy starts to annoy you..its usually a good bet that you're over him and looking for a way out. Dont drunk-dial him----EVER!

( state your case ) YAY! ITS SATURDAY! [18 Jun 2005|02:16am] [ mood | bouncy ] [ music | Err time ] Going to the love's house today! Can't wait! *random thoughts*  Hate liars *shakes head*  Love the b/f (and his wild sex, since im such an addict and all :P) Hate sleeping all day Love MUSIC! Hate having nothing to do Love movies Hate interruptions Love being pretty. (doesn't work often :( .) Hate feeling that way *shrugs* Love how he makes me feel Hate when im not around him. Love my friends....all of them.

(2 got everyone's attention | state your case ) Romantic, Independent, Mysterious, Adventurous, Flirty [17 Jun 2005|12:34am] [ mood | contemplative ] [ music | Fall Out Boys- Sugar ] If You Feel: Romantic: Love IS everything it's cracked up to be...It really is worth fighting for, being brave for, risking everything for! -Erica Song There is only one happiness in life, to love and be loved. -George Land When you love someone, all your saved-up wishes start coming out. -Elizabeth Bowen Independent: You will make all kinds of mistakes; but as long as you are generous and true, and also feirce you cannot hurt the world or even seriously distress her. She was made to be wooed and won by youth. -Winston Churchhill Now I know the things I know, and do the things i do; and if you do not like me so, to hell, my love, with you! -Dorthy Parker You don't need a weatherman to know which way the wind blows. -Bob Dylan Mysterious: The face is the mirror of the mind, and eyes w/o speaking confess the secrets of the heart. -Saint Jerome The most beautiful thing we can experence is the mysterious. It is the source of all true art and science. -Albert Einstein When caught between two evils, I generally like to take the one I never tried. -Mae West Adventurous: The biggest adventure you can ever take is to live the life of your dreams. -Oprah Winfrey Life was meant to be lived, and curiousity must be kept alive. -Eleanor Roosevelt Far away there in the sunshine are my highest aspirations. I may not reach them, but I can look up and see their beauty, believe in them, and try to follow where they lead. -Louisa May Alcott It's choice-not chance-that determines your destiny. -Jean Nidetch Flirty: A kiss is a lovely trick designed by nature to stop speech when words become superfluous. -Ingrid Bergman Why does a man take it for granted that a girl who flirts with him, wants him to kiss her- when, nine times out of ten, she only wants him to want to kiss her. -Helen Rowland Charm is a womans strength, just as strength is a mans charm. -Havelock Ellis     Love to the boyfriend, girlfriends, and guyfriends! Chele, xoxo

(2 got everyone's attention | state your case ) You make me laugh. [15 Jun 2005|12:39am] [ mood | amused ] [ music | NONE! ] Welps..been gone to my aunts for the last couple of days..and come to figure out, that CHARLIE COTT. has been talking about me and my b/f. God knows why. *shrugs* what an ass. ne way, on to better things..Kimbo might be coming up Friday..getting drunk as usual..Sat. going to my babes house. ALWAYS FUN! haha. O and Charlie..since im such a Sex Addict...i promise to make him take a couple of "blues" before i go up there. *laughs* What the fuck ever...trust me..he doesn't need them or ever will for that matter! :D but u know what..ur not even worth it. so, enough said! Going to see if i cant get Grubb hooked up w/ msn or graduation pics or something...Good night..sweet dreams all that jazz! Brandon Grubb: I love you SOOOOOOOOO MUCH! Good night and sweet dreams babe!!! Chele, xoxo

(2 got everyone's attention | state your case ) SUMMER! [13 Jun 2005|12:50pm] [ mood | loved ] [ music | Akon-Lonely ] well. summers here. stayed all night w/ my aunt for the last two nights. Nothing better to do so why not? Doc tomar..something about refills on allergy meds. GrrRrR :S This summer is already starting to be the best one yet. Hung out w/ dan at the pool, BCSP! :D. Kimbo and I have gotten drunk every night she has stayed all night w/ me! Which is always fun. lol. "talking about the boys" :P. Sweetie..I hope the whole "family thing" gets better..but remember u can always move in w/ me, mom done said you could! haha. Loves house on thursday. Hopefully stay all night w/ him Saturday. I've been up since 8 so im going to go lay down for a little while and watch t.v or talk to the b/f. Its about that time. haha Chele, xoxo Love everybody! Chele-n-Grubby

( state your case ) Well..now..how about that! [16 May 2005|07:52pm] [ mood | Gleefuuuullllll ] [ music | White Noise ] Where to begin? *sighs* school? well..Graduation is almost here. Its so sad! Grubby, Skynard, Charlie, Charles, Pat..basically the ppl i hang out w/ are all leaving me. Even though we ALL have our ups and downs im still going to miss them like crazy! Everyone else seems to be leaving too. Ash might be moving to Tenn. Kimbo is moving to the big NLHS :( *BOOOOO* :P. I hardly hang out w/ ne one ne more cept dan dan and Erin (of course). they aint ever leaving me..or at least they better not! haha. Only a week left. *cries* Graduation PARTY is coming up..Thats always funny. haha..Party W/ Crew is the SHIT! Prom party went great, cept well..Brian and his fighting..which was GAYYYYY GAYY GAYYYY i tell u! I still love ye though Erin!!! haha. B-rad Tipton...feel free to use the back of the truck again...we have a tent this time.."I LOVE YOU MAN!" :P The Boyfriend and I are great of course! His mom isn't supposed to work Wed. so hopefully ill ride home w/ him and listen to him play for me or 4-wheeling if its warm. He's so beautiful! If I loved him ne more i dont know what i would do! ..and to pat: "The reason u say he's whipped, cause he pays more attention to me than you so NENNER NENNER..and for saying im fat..Hop on this Biatch!..*sticks up middle finger* Neeeeeeeeee ways! Imma take out mom...and not on a date either! :D Love er' body! I Love You Brandon Lee Grubb! ~later days~

( state your case ) [01 Jan 2005|06:14pm] [ mood | nauseated ] [ music | Broken- Seether ft. Amy Lee ] ITS BEEN AGES!!! haha Ne way, alot has happened since I posted last. um, last friday Went and stayed all night w/ my baby. He told me he loved me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! We where laying there, trying to go to sleep. I had started crying because I was so happy, and hes like "chele, i have to tell u something i haven't said in a really long time, a REALLY REALLY long time" and we said a few more things, and he goes "I love you Chele, Goodnight and sweetdreams" :DDDDD I LOVE HIM SOOOOO MUCH! :D ne way, went and traded Christmas presents Wed. Him and his mommy, Kim, came and picked me up and we dropped her off at work. This was at like 10:30 or something, and was all alone w/ him until about 5. He got me the cutest stuff. 1 silver braclet w/ little star things all the way around it, a watch gold and sliver and another braclet to match it, and necklace. Which adore, and i hardly ever take them off. :D I bought him a hoodie, and a DVD (The Girl Next Door) which we TRIED to watch 2 times, but always got distracted :)! Didn't get to see him last night. Which i was hoping i was going to get to. :(( i pouted all night last night, and still am. haha. Hope he calls soon. Skynard said he went to play music w/ jamie or something, so im hoping he will get home soon. "and i dont feel right, when ur gone away" :) All in all Christmas was great. Didn't get much, but what i did get, i love! haha To Mr.Brandon Grubb: I MISSED U TERRIBLY LAST NIGHT! and I LOVE U SOOOOOOOO MUCH! Chele, xoxoxo

( state your case ) [30 Nov 2004|06:55pm] [ mood | In love ] [ music | none ] Great day...Great week...Great EVERYTHING! :) Ty for being there baby. I love you! Simple as that. Chele, xoxoxo

( state your case ) WAHOO! [09 Nov 2004|04:15pm] [ mood | bouncy ] [ music | hoobastank- the reason ] What happened? We went from not being friends to u putting my hand in places.. POPBREAK WAS FUCKING GREAT! :) Goddamn I love HIM! Chele, xoxoxo

( state your case ) [08 Nov 2004|03:49pm] [ mood | anxious ] [ music | Broken like an angel ] Long day. Long night last night to. I couldn't sleep, and when i finally did doze off a couple of times, i woke right back up. i tried laying down at 10. couldn't sleep, woke back up and played solitare and smoked a bout a dozen cigs. layed back down around 12. layed there for an hour and tossed and turned, and said fuck it...got up and wrote grubby a letter. took about an hour to write it..lol. then layed back down and tossed and turned until 5:30 this morning. Im KILLED. Sorry for ever saying u where 'too complicated'. I cant say how sorry i really am. How would it cause too much drama? Are u afraid of what other ppl might say? Are u afraid of what u might feel? Crossfade: Broken Like an Angel She was a queen Lost within a dream Misconceived that he was fit to reign Lies take victims Separate them at the seams Cause them to fall apart Then move along to better things now She Wants to fall in love again Don't you know that He's Satisfied to own her No time permits to open up When you've been hiding thoughts so strong She's been holding out for an angel to come along No reply from the sky But she just keeps looking up She just keeps looking up now She Wants to fall in love again Don't you know that he He's Satisfied to own her She'll never know love's true potential Lost in the open wind To his impatience Never feeling they would fall apart She let her feelings grow To tears she'll never show now She Wants to fall in love again Don't you know that he He's Satisfied to own her You know he couldn't see That she could be his everything Bringing light to everything now Oh She just wants to Fall in love again She's broken like an angel Chele, xoxoxo i love you!

( state your case ) [07 Nov 2004|03:12pm] [ mood | stupid ] [ music | As I lay Dying - 94 hours ] I AM SOOOOOO STUPID! I could kick myself right in the mouth if I could. lol *hits self* STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID! WHY DO I ALWAYS FUCK THINGS UP? I need to stop being so me. simple as that. STUPID STUPID STUPID!!!!!!!! LMAO! I love you Brandon Grubb! Chele, xoxoxo

(2 got everyone's attention | state your case ) [05 Nov 2004|01:51pm] [ mood | envious ] [ music | Tim Mcgraw Nelly- Over and Over again ] Today was bad. I cried after lunch. I couldn't take it. I hate standing there waiting for him to come up and talk to me when i kno deep inside he isn't going to in the first place. I'm so lonely. Nothing seems right w/o him, but i gotta move on...or at least try. Im through w/ stupid guys, im not going out w/ ne one unless its Grubby, which i kno will never happen. *cries* I love you, and miss you terribly. Chele, xoxoxo P.s. Tab, thanks for the birthday present sweetheart. I LOVED IT! its so purrdeh, and it fits perfect. *BUTT*!!

( state your case ) [04 Nov 2004|06:58pm] [ mood | crushed ] [ music | Crossfade- Dead Skin ] What hurts most? Everytime i close my eyes, i relive that night at charlies, when u fell asleep beside me w/ ur arm around me. I never felt so safe. I love you. Simple enough.

( state your case ) [02 Nov 2004|03:24pm] [ mood | dirty ] had a great time yesterday. rode around w/ Jayme and skynard and a couple of more ppl. got *@&@! Drove um all over claycounty. had a blast. Nickleback : This is How You Remind Me. It's not like you didn't know that I said I love you and I swear I still do It must have been so bad Cause living with me must have damn near killed you This is how you remind me Of what I really am This is how you remind me Of what I really am It's not like you to say sorry I was waiting on a different story This time I'm mistaken For handing you a heart worth breakin' I've been wrong, I've been down To the bottom of every bottle Despite words in my head Scream "Are we having fun yet?" Yet?, Yet?, Yet?, no no Why write Journals when u can paste songs and it means exactly what ur trying to type. Chele, xoxoxo

(2 got everyone's attention | state your case ) i kno i kno.. the 3rd post for today, but ne way [31 Oct 2004|07:54pm] [ mood | depressed ] [ music | COLD!!!! by mother fuckin Crossfade ] Grubby: I'm sorry for everything. Yes, u are worth the tears, and EVERYTHING else. I love you. It's that simple. NO MORE GODDAMN DRAMA FOR ME KIDDOS! Chele, xoxoxo "i never meant to be so cold"

( state your case ) [31 Oct 2004|07:34pm] [ mood | annoyed ] who am i trying to kid? i love u so fucking much!

( state your case ) [31 Oct 2004|05:11pm] [ mood | PISSED THE FUCK OFF ] [ music | None ] Nothing to say. Can't say Fuck it, cause i wouldn't mean it. GODDAMN im soooo fucking pissed off. not updated since the 27th. sorry, but have been at dans for the last couple of nights. nothing really to say about that, but got fuckin waisted and wild. *shrugs* GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR Infinity to the Infintith fuckin power. Chele, X FUCKIN O

( state your case ) [27 Oct 2004|06:38pm] [ mood | cheerful ] [ music | Nelly and Tim Mcgraw- Over and over again ] great day. Grubby was a in a better mood. THANK GOD. lol. It's so cute. The butt kicks from behind coming down the hall, the skipping without really skipping. (only u will get that) :) I liked my pants today..didn't u? *smiles* watch ur fingers next time. :P NOT! Ur my everything baby..i love u so much! u just dont kno! KIMBO! hope everything works out. i love u gal... * ^^kIm^lOvInS^^ has quit IRC (Quit: HoW mAnY hInTs Do I hAvE tO gIvE yOu??...MAKE YOUR MOVE!!!!!!!) NICEE!!! LOL Is ne one having a halloween party this weekend? Chele, xoxoxo

(5 got everyone's attention | state your case ) [26 Oct 2004|06:35pm] [ mood | great for the first time today ] [ music | Crossfade: cold :P ] If you ever feel like theres no one there. I'll be there. right by ur side. Through whatever it might be. Sorry u had such a shitty couple of last days. If there's ne thing i can do, just tell me. like i have said..im here. :) I love you baby. KIMBO! u gooo sweetheart! lol..show that boy whos boss. Me stepping up counted for a little. haha i do beleive ne way..:P I hope it works for you. "stumble on it" she says. im sure he will.. who was u talking about in the top part of ur post ne way? lol. i could never figure that one out. Love u dear! I hate: 1) assholes 2) bitches 3) when someone asks ASL? on mirc. :@ 4) ex b/fs. *rolls eyes* 5) gettin hurt 6) being w/o you 7) Drama haha..i kno i kno..ur word.:P 8) when ppl make mirc there quick way of gettin out of shit. instead of talking to ur face..they wanna say "ill whip ur ass" and then they never do shit. DONT HIDE BEHIND UR COMP. 9) crying 10) my smile, its so dorky. 11) Pills..there stupid. 12) so called "friends" when all they do behind ur back is talk about u 13) People that say they are in love..when they dont really mean it. I DO MEAN IT! BTW. :P 14) WHEN PPL STILL MY QUITS ON MIRC *rolls eyes* Might as well say i hate irc all together. :P 15) waiting by the fone, when i know that as long as im sittin there waiting..ur never going to call. :P 16) when ppl try to get ur mans attention. cant say i really blame them. :P 17) ur ex's lol. 18) how giddy i get sometimes. when i cant stop laughing. 19) My laugh..i should really say Mine and kims laugh..cause its the exact same.but its so funny :P 20) Being called a whore. and thats for starters. "more on I HATE tomorrow kids....have a good day. " sounded like a teacher :P ne way Love to everyone that holds a place in my life... thanks for being there. on that note. im out Chele, xoxoxo

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